Some confessions----

Every night before i slp i wish i can turn back time.. wish i didnt treat u like how i did in the past..

i wanna go somewhere.. somewhere where i can disappear.. and while my parents can dont worry.. those ppl around me will also wont be worried..

i guess NS is the place/time for me to forget wad i shouldnt hold onto.. i look forward towards it..

For the first time i prayed that i will forget u.. it feels so weird.. but at the same time, pray that god will bless everyone esp my love ones that they will lead a happy, healthy lifestyle too..

oh well.. i think i should just move on..

Dreaming of her in my sleep is the cloest i can get to her...

Dreamt of her last night again....

I think its really the end alr.. I think there isnt a point being friends anymore when u dont bother reply my msgs..

hmmm.. I am tired.. u said u wanted time for urself, i didnt contact u for 2 weeks, after that i msg u, u dont wanna reply.. i dont really get it

Ya i know the cause of our r/s ending is more on my side.. i know i did mistakes.. but i really wanted to change.. at least i realise my mistake and tried changing.. for ur side, u said u got tired of being in a r/s.. well.. i dont know if that is the truth or excuse..

U just treated me like ur ex.. u didnt wanna ask for a break up cause ppl might think its ur fault if i were to commit suicide or hurt myself.. oh well.. then u just continue "be in the r/s" when u didnt msg me, said stuff u didnt mean.. gave lots of excuses when i ask u out.. u were just waitin for me to ask for it..

and u got it.. hmmm.. i have been keeping it in me for quite sometime.. i just have to rant.. its easy for u to say stuff like u're sorry and all.. because u are not the one that got hurt more..

i used to give u 101% effort.. when u said u wan something i try to get for u, when u have problems u can rant on me, sent u home everytime we go out even u stay at central and i stay at west.. i did a lot of handmade stuff for u.. i accept it when u say u cant let ur parents know abt us; we have to be low in our r/s.. i did a lot.. but i guess u got tired of being in a r/s.. and didnt really care anymore..

"Its never an assurance that when u give someone ur all, they will love u back" i so agree..

yes, again, i agree i became bad.. but i realise my mistake.. and i really wanted to change.. and i know damn well i got become better..

Thank you for ur love too.. thank you for being such a great gf.. thank you for everything u have given..

I hope u find ur happiness, i hope he will/can give u all the love u wan, i hope he really treat u like a princess.. and please dont be tricked by guys, dont go stray.. goodbye

got my ns letter ytd.. so sian.. its like.. i know i am going into another stage of life.. but it feels so weird.. hmmm.. kinda like excited.. but also like unwilling and nervous lol..

hmmm.. yeah.. today feels a bit moody.. esp in the evening.. in the mrt i saw the sky.. it was kinda like dim but bright.. fusion.. i dunno why.. it has been a week alr.. 9 days to be exact.. its cooling down period now.. maybe i shoudn't.. she should have more time for herself..

fimmku

its evening now.. outside my windows are the leaves on the tree rustling.. dont know why, but she is always on my mind.. i miss her..

there are a lot of things i wanna say.. but i just cant express myself..

i regret my past actions a lot.. hmmm. now is cooling down period.. i will wait for her :)

hmm.. it has been almost a month since i last updated.. hahas.. been busy with WCC which happened ytd.. busy training.. and some other stuff..

hmm.. i'll just update stuff that are important to me.. =)

March 10th to 13th

had chalet with classmates.. SOME classmates only.. haha.. these 3 days are very meaningful to me.. here is wad i wanna say:

from those 3 days, i have been touched.. emotionally, that u guys got plan me and mt de b'day.. and i have learnt that there are far more worst ppl out there.. i would take that as experience bah.. hmm.. dont really have anything more to say.. hahas..

they celebrated me and mt's bday.. the 3 days are very fun! haha. took a lot of pics.. but dont think i am going to upload.. haha.. cause got a lot..

then on march 11th, i went to meet lovely GF! to celebrate my b'day! hahas.. she brought me to newyork newyork at city link there to eat! hahas.. then after eating le, have to go off le, cause she got things on.. so she ask wanna go toilet or not i say ok, when i came out, she gave me a cake! haha.. she didnt buy into newyork newyork cause she always have the thinkin that food will be spoil, even thou its a while only.. hahas.. but i still had the chance to eat the cake she bought!! hahas.. thank you teerak! i love you!

then after that we go off le, i went back to chalet..

March 22nd

today is the day! teerak's 18th bday! happy 18th bday! take great care and good luck in everything u do! hahas.. love u! muacks! thou i cant celebrate ur bday with u on this day, but there is always belated! haha.. sorry baby for not posting ur bday on my blog.. even when i ask u to post mine.. sorry =(

April 1st

Happy 10th month baby! i am really sorry for being this way.. but i am happy u gave me a chance to change.. a chance to prove to u that i am different le.. i will not be sensitive and paranoid alr.. sorry baby =( love u! happy 10th month!

april 5th

WCC 2009! i finally managed to hit my 1 min 1 throw on stage! so happy.. then i got 1st for 1A! so happy!! cause i didnt really get anything first de leh.. except for duncan party? HAHA. then now also seeded for syyc le.. so happy! it really paid off when i trained really hard for the past few days.. i came down to shop for 5 days str8 to train.. finally..

today is final paper le.. so fast.. then grad le.. no need to come sch le.. feeling like weird..

tmr is my 20th bday le.. so fast.. haha.. tonight going to have chalet with classmates.. so excited! i know wad is yu ting is probably thinking.. hahahah..

recently have been at home.. playing l4d.. all day long.. hahahaha.. met some badass ppl online.. attitude prob de.. shoot u for no reasons.. lols..

DID study.. a little.. hahaha.. sian.. havent pack bag for chalet.. the now house downstairs having contruction.. so noisy.. but good also, made me wake up.. haha..

didnt go out with dear gf cause she studying for exams.. haha.. understand that..

recently talked a lot to my parents.. and learnt a lot about myself.. i am very sensitive.. the horoscope also got say.. like quite accurate de leh?

and of course.. i decided to change.. cause cannot be sensitive.. ppl do this i think like this and that.. ppl do that i also think.. must stop..

happy 9th month teerak! hahaha

its alr the month of march.. so fast.. haha.. going to my b'day le..

here are wad i wan.. hahahah

yoyojam speeder
lava lamp
more love and attention from teerak

hahaha.. cant really think of other things.. but dowan photo frame can alr lol

so fast going to grad le.. wed mayb go sch.. then march 10 exam le.. one paper.. haha

had a talk with dad last night before sleeping

found out it was my fault

never mind=) cause i accept it

I will change for the better =)

Escaped............


Wanna remained like this.... for a long long time.....

Think its supposed to be this way?

Confused.......

Why?

yo.. hmmm. updates..

Ode to my family - Cranberries

Understand the things I say Don't turn away from me Cause I spent half my life out there You wouldn't disagree D'you see me, d'you see Do you like me. Do you like me standing there D'you notice, d'you know Do you see me, do you see me Does anyone care

Unhappiness, where's when I was young And we didn't give a damn 'Cause we were raised To see life as fun and take it if we can My mother, my mother she hold me Did she hold me, when I was out there My father, my father, he liked me Oh he liked me, does anyone care Understand what I've become It wasn't my design

And people everywhere think Something better than I am But I miss you. I miss 'Cause I liked it. I liked it When I was out there D'you know this, d'you know You did not find me, you did not find Does anyone care

Unhappiness was when I was young And we didn't give a damn 'Cause we were raised To see life as fun and take it if we can My mother, my mother she hold me Did she hold me, when I was out there My father, my father, he liked me Oh me liked me, does anyone care Does anyone care

its the 1st of feb le.. so fast.. feel like life changing really quick.. soon to be in the army le.. haha.. really fast.. kinda weird feeling.. not that happy and not that sad leh.. going to be different le..

and its me and teerak's 8th month le! time really flies.. haha.. love u so much!

and my digital cam R.I.P le.. hahahah.. accidently dropped it.. then mati le.. haha.. havent check out the price for repairing.. haha..

and cny was kinda fun for this year.. haha.. and recently, dled and played this game, Left4Dead, heard my cousins talkin abt it during cny.. but then didnt dl it or anything..

till gema ask me if i got play that game or something.. cant recall wad exactly happen, but i rmb i got to dl and play this game cause of him.. thanks gema! he had a lot of patience! lots of things i didnt know and i kept askin.. haha..

the game consider not bad ar.. nice.. more fun when everyone got mic.. haha..

yo i am back! haha.. so long didnt blog le.. hmmm.. updates..

its CNY le..

26th jan 2009

today went to aunt house to pai nian.. haha.. then just slack at her house with relatives lo.. haha..

then evenin le, went to my dad's side.. haha.. go there didnt really eat cause like full.. haha.. then gamble a little bit then went home le..

recently i heard abt this game :Left4Dead.. its something like CS.. then sounds like fun. haha.. mayb wanna play.. haha.. gema and some other yoyo players got play too.. ahaa

so fast going to feb le.. haha. then 8th month with teerak le! haha.. so fast man..

then got feb14th.. VDAY! haha.. dunno wad to do for that day.. cinemas sure full de.. haha.. see how bah..

then after that comes march.. march 11th bday.. *hint* hahahaha.. then march 22nd also another special day! hahah.. teerak's bday! haha.. then i think the last paper will be on march 10.. then dont need to go school le?? i dunno lei.. hahah..

so fast going to graduate le.. sian.. feels like time is running out.. hahas.. as in like cannot everday see her le.. but guess i will miss her more? haha..

today is the last day of 2008! to precise, left like 1 hour plus plus to 2009 le.. not going out to celebrate count down.. and 1 hour plus plus to me and teerak's de 7th month! yippy!

hmmm.. dont really have anything much to update.. the hspin video thing came out, somehow, i not sure why my video wasnt the one i wanted them to compile.. and i know for sure 100% like cannot 3rd le, hahah.. nvm bah, shit happens?

hmmm.. think i'll change my blog skin and music le bah.. haha

today gf came over to slack, she cooked tang yuan for me!

supposed to have 2 more but i ate them so yeah there they are.. hahahahah

then slack till 2 plus then went to suntec to watch teerak's favourite movie! twilight! haha.. the show was not bad.. quite nice..

but before that..... teerak bought this for me!

movie started at 430 then ended at 630.. then sent teerak home le i go get dinner myself then went home le..

23rd dec 2008

today teerak came over again to slack.. and today she cooked me sandwich! it has ham, cheese, butter, mayo, and fried egg! yum! very nice.. haha. then after eating she went to sleep while i do some of my stuff..

after that,its around evening le, then went to clementi to meet up with jen and day to do project.. while teerak went home..

project-ed at clementi's kfc.. after that went home..

24th dec 2008

today didnt really do anything.. boring day.. just ate lunch, went to nap, watch tv, go online do shit then did some project.. tmr its christmas! well, that isnt that big of a deal.. like normal day.. kinda thinked back when i was young then go cousin's house celebrate de.. now like no more le.....

yo i am back.. hahahah

new month today.. so fast last month of this year le.. so fast.. and so fast me and teerak de 6th month.. haha..

happy 6th month teerak! so fast half a year with you le! sorry for the slight change, i'll change for you.. haha.. you showed so much concern. love and patience. you always has been there to be there for me:) be it sad, down, happy.. always! love ya!

today woke up earlier to cook breakfast for teerak, cooked fried egg and toasts with mayo for her and myself.. haha.. after cookin le then went to bathe then met her at orchard at 8..

then took 105 to sch.. school as per normal then after school we come to my house to slack and get some vcds..

then after that went to clementi to have dinner.. BJ!! botak jones! haha.. then after that sent her home le.. then went home myself..

1 more day to new month.. 1 more day to last month of 2008.. and 1 more day to me and my teerak's 6th month! so fast wan to reach half a year le.. so happy.. hahahahah

ytd wasnt really a good day, but teerak managed to cheer me up! showed so much patience and concern! love you my teerak!

its like this, woke up le then mum say wanna eat seoul garden but i didnt wan.. so very sian lo.. then kinda like disagreement with sister also.. but then int he end teerak made me feel ok le! thank you teerak! you're just so sweet!

then after that went to meet teerak at tp bus interchange there.. then went to eat dinner with her at mos burger.. the standard like drop le lei or izzit i too long nv eat le.. like 2 years ago? hahaha

then after dinner went to teerak's de sec sch to watch band concert.. it wasnt as bad as i tot it is.. no offense, teerak =) haha

it was kinda nice.. see them blow the instruments and all.. hahah.. teerak keep askin me boring right, boring right.. hahahaha.. no la.. not boring leh..

then after that, went to send teerak home le then i took bus home le..

yes yes.. my blog is gettin less and lesssssser updates.. hahaha..

well for AP i didnt make it to the finals.. my yoyo came up while i was doing 1 min.. hahaha.. so didnt make it, i got 18th.. zzz

hmmm.. sch has been ok.. just very sian of it.. hahaha.. actually nth much to update also.. haha

sorry teerak for the behavior nowdays.. sorry:(

yeah! today is 1st.. haha.. so which means is me and teerak de 5th month of being together! haha..

today woke up at 10 i think.. then went to use computer for a while then bathe le.. then parents fetch me to bukit timah area then drop me off.. went to take 985 to gf house there.. haha..

then met teerak at bus stop le, took bus to novena.. then took mrt to bishan then went to buy movie tickets first, we watch HSM3! haha..

then went to get teerak's 5th month gift! brought her to perlini's silver to get a new bracelet! she chose 3 piece then ask me to choose one, haha.. then bought for her she, help her wear it on her wrist then go watch movie le..

movie ended at ard 3+ i think.. hhaha.. then took mrt back to novena then had dinner at Fish and co! haha.. so full lo.. after eatin le, sent teerak home.. hahah.. then i ownself took bus home.. haha..

Happy 5th month anniversary teerak! so touched when you gave me courage to not give up on my passion. and i really really am touched that you made me got over my yoyo routine which i messed up. you showered me with care, love, help and concern. you are such a sweet and beautiful thing! i meant girl.. hahaha.. i'm so lucky to have found you. i love you meifern:)

1st oct 2008

today is gf and me de 4th month anniversary! haha.. happy 4th month anniversary baby! haha.time flies when i am being with you! haha. so happy that i found u! sorry u have to deal with some of my nonsense these days.. haha.. but i am so touched and happy i've found u and u accepted me and my nonsense.. haha.. love ya!

went to jp to meet up with day and jen.. so long nv see them le.. haha.. then ate ljs.. then after that, they acc me to kiddy palace, i wanna buy something, then after that they went to lai lai kitchen to eat..

then acc them walk walk ard then i go home le..

2nd oct 2008

today gf came over to my house.. gave her 4th month gift.. baby mickey mouse! hahaha.. then slacked till afternoon then went to clementi to eat BJ.. hahaa.. botak jones..

then after eatin le, we went to town, i wanna get those bracelet look like monk wear de. hahaha.. but cannot find.. found one only.. damn ex.. i dun rmb it being so ex.. haha.. then after that, bought a pair of pink ear studs for gf.. hahas.. look nice on her:)

then after that, went to golden mile with her.. took train then walk from larvendar to golden mile.. then after purchasin her stuff we both took bus to toa payoh.. then she go buy her contacts after that went to macs to eat..

then after that send her home le, took bus home myself..

24th sep 2008

today got CMPB check up.. so sian.. woke up in the morning so tired and sian.. dont feel like going but in the end went there.. no choice ma.. haha..

met gf at queenstown then after that went to have breakfast at the nearby coffee shops.. then went to CMPB le lo.. then need to go thru checks and all.. very secured place.. haha

then passed MP4 and psp to gf cause scared she will be bored so yeah.. after that went for check up le..

blah blah blah all the same stuff i went thru alr.. then after that like 1hr 30 mins, went out le.. so fast lo.. i tot 4-5 hours. haha.. i didnt take the IQ test cause i took b4 le.. haha

then we both came to my house and take my stuff, went to lot 1 to eat then after that i went to chinatown to meet up with tsx crew but then they changed meetin place le then met at raffles instead.. then gf went home by herself lo..

after yoyo then go home le lo

25th sep 2008

today gf came to my house to meet up then went down to my house downstairs de mac to eat breakfast.. then after that, headed to cck mrt

took mrt to city hall.. then went to book movie tickets, we watched disaster movie.. haha

after booking tickets, went to arcade with gf, played some games with her.. so damn fun.. haha.. then we walk pass some of those 'claw machines' then gf tried her luck then...... she caught a winnin the pooh bear stuff toy for me! hahahah.. so touched.. hahaha.. thanks laopo.. hahahah

then after that, went to have lunch at kfc.. tried the devil drumstick thingy.. not bad.. haha.. quite nice.. but pricey.. hahaha

after that, went to watch the movie le.. the movie's storyline sucks.. haha.. but the funny parts are funny indeed.. hahaha..

then went to ikea with her then had meatballs! very tasty indeed.. haha.. after eatin le, sent gf home le lo.. then took bus home le.. haha

26th sep 2008

today boring day man.. went to minds at 1 plus then after that went to suntec to slack and play yoyo.. pretty usual day today..

27th sep 2008

today normal saturday lo.. went to yoshop pretty early at ard 1120 reach there lo.. then do some filming with hakim and russell then from 12 plus till 4 plus didnt do anything much in the shop.. bored man....

then pretty much usual stuff lo.. yoyo, slacked, joked ard lo.. then jayson well all talk abt ghost stuff then i thinked back last time what happened in MW then i got kinda scared going home.. hahaha..

then reach home pretty late.. think 1230.. then online till 230 then talked to gf on phone for a while then go slp le..

28th sep 2008

today went to do some filmin for hspin yoyo contest with jayson.. thanks a million man!! haha.. then after that went to meet parents at bukit gombak then went to bukit batok to have dinner.. after dinner went to ntuc with them then go walk walk a while then go home le..

29th aug 2008

today didnt go school.. then gf came over in the morning.. then she gave me my 3rd month de gift(s).. she told me to be careful cause inside there's something fragile then i think back, there is like nothing made of glass inside.. hahaa.. cause me and gf de gift is we say wad we want de.. well, actually i saw wad she wants from her blog's desires section.. so yea.. haha.. this part is really sweet and i am touched =)

this is the gift when unopened:



i then asked her if i can open my gift and she said yes, she seemed kinda excited when she allow me to open it. haha.. then went it i open it, i over turned the pack, then came out is my polo t which i said i wanted de.. haha.. then i turn the gift to see if there is anything left inside. then inside got nth le.. i actually expected yoyo strings to be inside.. cause i once told gf that i wan yoyo strings but then she said she is too shy to get it.. then i put myself in her shoes i kinda agreed. hahah.. but then there wasnt any yoyo strings inside=(

then the polo t was on my bed when i over turned my gift.. i then check the size of it, i picked it up, then something (a lump) fell out, and when i saw it... its YOYO STRINGS!!!!111ONEONE then i was like omg! u got the strings for me. (yeah i know its just strings, but its something special for me and her, really special!!) ahahhahaa..

then she told me she got the strings for me.. i was touched and suprised.. hahaha.. then she told me how she got it.. so brave of my tee rak! hahaha.. love you!

pic of wad's inside:



then the fragile item is actually a card! here is a pic so u might get it why its fragile:



yeah, there were folded stars at the side, so its fragile.. so sweet.. its filled with creavtive-ness and lots of love~ haahha

then we kinda slacked till afternoon then we took mrt to je then walked to IMM to celebrate our 3rd month, cause gf isnt sure she can come out on 1st of sep or not.. so yeah.. we went to have our special lunch at fish and co.. hahaha

after that, we took bus to our sch bus stop then switched to 106 then we went to the IT fair, walked for a while then gf's mum asked her to go home.. so gf had no choice but to leave.. then i acc her to fullerton de bus stop there for her bus, on the way there, went to visit asad. talked and slacked with him for a while.. had java chip.. thanks!

then acc gf to bus stop, pei her till her bus arrive then she went home le, i headed back to the IT fair then see see for a while but didnt buy anything.. hahas. then went to times book store see see.. bought a book then left for yoyo le.. yoyo as per normal then after that bounced mrt with jj then reach home le..

30th aug 2008

today woke up as per usual.. kinda late.. haha.. then went down to get duck rice for me and jie.. then after eatin msg gf then kinda felt slpy then i went to have a short nap.. after that went to use computer then went to bathe

after bathing went out to suntec IT fair to get harddisk.. i got a 250GB de.. for $109.. so happy.. now can save lots of yoyo videos and other stuff le.. hee.. the IT fair was really crowded.. haha.. then after i bought i went to suntec de kfc to buy dinner

hen went up to yoyo store.. andrew passed me my LT clear speeder.. i ordered it online.. kinda nice.. not sure wanna play it or not.. hahahaha.. then see yoyo friends played horse outside the store..

after that went to my playground to meet up with the rest of the group. then eat finish dinner le msg gf.. somehow she was down.. then didnt really manage to make her happy =( then slack and played yoyo with friends then as usual went home after that lo..

bounced mrt this time with jj then reach home really late.. at ard 1230am.. then bathe le talked to gf.. managed to cheer her up =)

31st aug 2008

today normal day lo.. hahaha.. ate chicken rice for lunch then go nap.. hahahahahah.. then weok up le went to bukit timah to have dinner with family then after that we went to courts see some stuff.. then go home le.. talked to gf at night as per usual

1st sep 2008

today is 1st of the month! which means its me and my dearest baby girl de monthniversary. hahaha.. happy 3rd month anniversary tee rak!! love you! hahaha.. first, i am sorry for those times when i hurted u. i really am sorry. hope u forgive me. anyway, i am really happy i found u, meifern. u brought so much joy and happiness into my life. u are AWESOME!! hahah. i love the suprise u gave. u actually went thru the process of gettin the yoyo strings for me when i said i want them. an di love th card, hahahaha.. so nice.. i love u meifern and happy 3rd month anniversary baby!

today went to meet jen to study.. after studyin le went to lot 1 to get dinner.. hahaha.. eat finish le then come online lo

monday

today is a school holiday.. yeah~ hahahaa. then gf came over to my house lo. cooked breakfast for her.. hmmm.. more like lunch. hahaha. hope u enjoyed my meal! cause i cooked it with lots of love baby! lols.. hahahas.. i made mushroom soup with extra mushrooms, toasts, hotdogs and an omelette and bought orange juice..

then in the morning damn suay.. went to NTUC to get ingredients.. then while q-ing up, this china lady came up to me and speak in chinese saying wad she have 7 points in her ntuc link card or something. the card i think its for claiming points de.. then she said things kinda like in a rush tone.. say wad i wont benefit if she uses the card or she wont benefit; but all means no one will benefit. then i was like thinking wtf? its like no point wad then she come find me for fuck? then i ask her to repeat, then the fucker said, forget it, useless small kid, no guts and stuff then i was like wtf? then i said to her wad did u say? she say nvm nvm, wad nowadays kids blah blah. then while staring at her the counter announced the price fo my items and i kinda asked her how much.. then she said the price again. then the china lady heard i spoke english and say wad english speaking dunno wad la.. then i say crazy lady then left.. super pissed

then as time went pass it was ard evening le then me and gf went to lot 1 to eat. we had kfc. then after that i send her home but on the way home she kinda felt nauseous then i was like tryin to make her feel better but she just feel the same. then after she reached home she say she ok le then relief lo.. hahas. then i took bus go home le..

tuesday

schoolwas fine.. hahas.. then after school me and nimo group and sab and jen and day went to je de ph to have lunch. more like late lunch. hahas.. enjoyed ourselves a lot there.. ahahs.. then after that go home le.. lols..

wednesday

normal school day.. just that after school didnt went to find beloved gf cause i have to study for TPS test tmr.. so yeah.. after school went home to bathe then slpt woke up ate dinner then study.. hahas

thursday

had blood donation today.. i meant i helped out. hahas. then kinda studied in the hall then also help out a little. hahas.. kinda had a little cold war with gf. sorry:( its all a misunderstanding.. hahas. after that went to tp mac to have dinner.. then sent gf home.. then we both ok alr..

friday

school as per normal then had minds visit today. hahas. after minds visit went to find gf at ms. then had dinner at ljs. after that we walk walk for a while then took bus sent her home. really enjoy having her by my side. hahaha. love u.. then i myself took bus home..

saturday and sunday

today family went to lot 1 new york x2 to have lunch. but the service damn bad.. so in the end we all went to ajisen or something.. cannot recall the name.. after some rice thingy then after that walk walk with them a while then i took mrt to city hall for yoyo.. yoyo-ed as per normal.. hahaha.. slacked, talked cock, play yoyo.. hahas.. so long nv freestyle le.. hahahas. think the last time is at syyc? hahas. not sure thou.. then after yoyo went home lo. had roti prata at house downstairs then went home bathe then call gf to talk.. we talked from 1.10 to ard 7.50 then i cannot tahan i went to bed le.. hahas.. wok up at 2.45pm then yoyo-ed then online.. then cook egg to eat.. hahas.. then chat with gf lo

and i see some ppl got wishlist i tot mayb i can upload mine. LOL. these are my wish items. well, some of them that is, some are things that cant buy but wadever please fullfill them hahahahahahahahaha. well they are not in order so yeah

family healthy
long long r/s with kng meifern
family go smoothly
school going fine
more love from laopo (yes i am greedy)
160gb harddisk
must qualify for AP08
new yoyo tricks count?
more yoyos (speeders)
more yoyo strings (slick 6)
gf to always be happy
poly?

today is me and gf de 2nd month.. so.... HAPPY 2nd MONTH BABY!! sorry for the way i behaved today.. and sorry if i made the mood not nice.. heh.. next month i promised baby girl i would make it a really nice and memorable one for her.. but anyway.. Happy 2nd Month!

school today was fine.. attended evm for 1 hr then go clementi kfc eat with day and jen.. then they went off.. i went back to sch to wait for gf.. then simon came to sit with me to eat his lunch.. kinda funny cause he asked who i waitin for then i say my gf.. but then he dunno meifern is my gf..

so when gf came over then simon asked if meifern is my gf then i say yes, his face like damn funny sial.. priceless. lols.. hahahaha

then after a while he went off first.. then gf came over to my house.. kinda got a of prob.. but now ok le.. sorry baby:( next month is going to be a really nice and memorable de for u.. just as i promised u just no:)

then we both headed to PS to have dinner at BK.. after that sent her home le.. camwhored a little on bus.. hahas.. then send her to her house nearby then i go off le..

Dear baby.. i am sorry that i screw up the mood.. i am going to make the 3rd month a nice one for u.. i promised u baby:) but i just wanna say,'Happy 2nd month!' u are my one and only and i will never ever let u go! love u loads!