Death...the only solution.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

had a talk with dad last night before sleeping

found out it was my fault

never mind=) cause i accept it

I will change for the better =)

attempted suicide at 11:22:00 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Escaped............

Wanna remained like this.... for a long long time.....

attempted suicide at 9:57:00 PM

Think its supposed to be this way?

attempted suicide at 8:31:00 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Confused.......

attempted suicide at 10:57:00 AM

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Why?

attempted suicide at 12:03:00 AM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

yo.. hmmm. updates..

3rd feb

sch as per normal.. then after that went to have dinner with gf! celebrated our 8th month.. lols.. this time she treated! haha.. she treated Jack's place! ahah.. so nice and sweet..

Then after eatin, walk ard suntec then sent her home then i went home le.. hahas

then from 4th feb till 12th feb sch as per normal and all.... hahas..

celebrated v'day with gf on 13th feb! hahs.. she cant really come out on weekends.. so yeah.. i met her at vivo after sch and had lunch at superdog.. hahas.. then we exchanged presents! lols.. she brought me a cup, and decorated it.. so nice.. lols..

i gave her a soft toy, a bear holding a red box de, then the red box can open and put small stuff inside.. pics:

straws.. folding hearts for her.. unfolded ones

99 folded hearts for me.. all by myself! lols

I <3 U

There... the bear bear.. cute hor?

the bear bear's box inside are the 99 hearts.. like just nice full.. lols

then after eatin le we went to watch movie at Lido.. we watched Bride wars.. the show is v nice.. v funny too.. hahahas.. had a great time with gf.. then after movie, sent her home le..

then went to lot one da bao kfc home makan.. lols..

attempted suicide at 3:22:00 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Ode to my family - Cranberries

Understand the things I say Don't turn away from me Cause I spent half my life out there You wouldn't disagree D'you see me, d'you see Do you like me. Do you like me standing there D'you notice, d'you know Do you see me, do you see me Does anyone care

Unhappiness, where's when I was young And we didn't give a damn 'Cause we were raised To see life as fun and take it if we can My mother, my mother she hold me Did she hold me, when I was out there My father, my father, he liked me Oh he liked me, does anyone care Understand what I've become It wasn't my design

And people everywhere think Something better than I am But I miss you. I miss 'Cause I liked it. I liked it When I was out there D'you know this, d'you know You did not find me, you did not find Does anyone care

Unhappiness was when I was young And we didn't give a damn 'Cause we were raised To see life as fun and take it if we can My mother, my mother she hold me Did she hold me, when I was out there My father, my father, he liked me Oh me liked me, does anyone care Does anyone care

attempted suicide at 10:20:00 PM

Sunday, February 01, 2009

its the 1st of feb le.. so fast.. feel like life changing really quick.. soon to be in the army le.. haha.. really fast.. kinda weird feeling.. not that happy and not that sad leh.. going to be different le..

and its me and teerak's 8th month le! time really flies.. haha.. love u so much!

and my digital cam R.I.P le.. hahahah.. accidently dropped it.. then mati le.. haha.. havent check out the price for repairing.. haha..

and cny was kinda fun for this year.. haha.. and recently, dled and played this game, Left4Dead, heard my cousins talkin abt it during cny.. but then didnt dl it or anything..

till gema ask me if i got play that game or something.. cant recall wad exactly happen, but i rmb i got to dl and play this game cause of him.. thanks gema! he had a lot of patience! lots of things i didnt know and i kept askin.. haha..

the game consider not bad ar.. nice.. more fun when everyone got mic.. haha..

attempted suicide at 10:41:00 PM