got my ns letter ytd.. so sian.. its like.. i know i am going into another stage of life.. but it feels so weird.. hmmm.. kinda like excited.. but also like unwilling and nervous lol..

hmmm.. yeah.. today feels a bit moody.. esp in the evening.. in the mrt i saw the sky.. it was kinda like dim but bright.. fusion.. i dunno why.. it has been a week alr.. 9 days to be exact.. its cooling down period now.. maybe i shoudn't.. she should have more time for herself..

fimmku

its evening now.. outside my windows are the leaves on the tree rustling.. dont know why, but she is always on my mind.. i miss her..

there are a lot of things i wanna say.. but i just cant express myself..

i regret my past actions a lot.. hmmm. now is cooling down period.. i will wait for her :)

hmm.. it has been almost a month since i last updated.. hahas.. been busy with WCC which happened ytd.. busy training.. and some other stuff..

hmm.. i'll just update stuff that are important to me.. =)

March 10th to 13th

had chalet with classmates.. SOME classmates only.. haha.. these 3 days are very meaningful to me.. here is wad i wanna say:

from those 3 days, i have been touched.. emotionally, that u guys got plan me and mt de b'day.. and i have learnt that there are far more worst ppl out there.. i would take that as experience bah.. hmm.. dont really have anything more to say.. hahas..

they celebrated me and mt's bday.. the 3 days are very fun! haha. took a lot of pics.. but dont think i am going to upload.. haha.. cause got a lot..

then on march 11th, i went to meet lovely GF! to celebrate my b'day! hahas.. she brought me to newyork newyork at city link there to eat! hahas.. then after eating le, have to go off le, cause she got things on.. so she ask wanna go toilet or not i say ok, when i came out, she gave me a cake! haha.. she didnt buy into newyork newyork cause she always have the thinkin that food will be spoil, even thou its a while only.. hahas.. but i still had the chance to eat the cake she bought!! hahas.. thank you teerak! i love you!

then after that we go off le, i went back to chalet..

March 22nd

today is the day! teerak's 18th bday! happy 18th bday! take great care and good luck in everything u do! hahas.. love u! muacks! thou i cant celebrate ur bday with u on this day, but there is always belated! haha.. sorry baby for not posting ur bday on my blog.. even when i ask u to post mine.. sorry =(

April 1st

Happy 10th month baby! i am really sorry for being this way.. but i am happy u gave me a chance to change.. a chance to prove to u that i am different le.. i will not be sensitive and paranoid alr.. sorry baby =( love u! happy 10th month!

april 5th

WCC 2009! i finally managed to hit my 1 min 1 throw on stage! so happy.. then i got 1st for 1A! so happy!! cause i didnt really get anything first de leh.. except for duncan party? HAHA. then now also seeded for syyc le.. so happy! it really paid off when i trained really hard for the past few days.. i came down to shop for 5 days str8 to train.. finally..