dear diary.. i'm feelin so god damn moody rite now.. for wadsoever reason? i dunno.. just kinda moody and pissed.. hmm.. things are fine ard me rite now la.. but so.. hmm.. dunno how to say la..

hmm.. plans for tmr.. meetin faulyne and neeza for the role play thingy.. jen and day couldn't come.. coz jen have work.. while as for day, she have drivin lessons.. and the time are a bit 'tight'.. and oh ya.. tmr not meetin jiahui le.. she last min chu stun on me, sayin not meetin me anymore coz she meetin someone esle.. hmm.. yea..

just wanna type all these la.. dun ask..

wad do u take me for? huh? i won't be a fool anymore.. nice try.. go try ur nonsense on someone else.. as for me, i've finally see thru u and ur stupid actions.. so good luck with the other ppl ar.. i hope they; too, realised wad u r tryin to do la..

ahhhhhhhhh.. keep havin trouble sleepin for these few nights.. sian.. dunno y also.. just can't fall asleep easily.. hmm.. i have decided to put up the PW system.. LOL.. coz i dun wan other ppl to read it other then my friends.. lols.. think i shall end here le.. bye~

today's 26th june.. woke up at 12pm.. kinda tired dunno y..

then went to bugis with tai wee to walk walk.. after that go home le.. not eatin dinner tonite coz i ate a lot outside.. b4 i went out i are some rice..

then at bugis bought 2 small cheesecakes to eat.. then after that, ate long john.. lols.. then went to mac drink milk shake.. LOL..

hmm.. didn't attend nemo's chalet coz i didn't feel welcome.. yes, she did invite us.. but then its more like a 'tourism' thing.. so yea..

so damn bored right now.. hmm.. feel like playin pool.. but most of my friends aren't free ar..

hmm.. don't u wish u can just disappear? just vanish into the air? and wish to come back whenever u wan.. hmmm.. dun even know wad i said that.. wtf..

AND i have just realised that some of my friends wear a mask.. meanin they look good and nice.. but then they have evil intentions.. or some just wanna use u.. fuckers.. u shld know who u are la.. knn..

anyway, dun care abt them la.. hmm.. tmr not sure wanna go where.. think i'll tag along with christopher to bai's house.. to help him with painting.. or i'll just stay at home and rot.. hahas.. dunno y today eat a lot.. just simply hungry like shit today.. i even finished 2 chicken wings coz my family can't finish their food.. then da bao back home for me.. hahas.. now feel like eatin Lay's potato chips.. lols..

hmm.. today's monday.. 2 more weeks of holidays to go.. sian..

hmm.. christopher (NOT SBS GUY) called me this morning at 6.15am to ask me to go to Bai's house to help him out with his room.. actually to help him paint his room..

but then i said i not going coz i'm sleepy.. then went back to slp.. after that, he called me again at 10.. askin me wanna go or not,, then i rejected again.. lols..

and then he called again at 11.. and once again, i said no.. then he say he might ask me out later.. so.. yea..

i hate to see u in a lot of pain u know? well, i blive i ain't the only one who feels that way..

hello everyone..

23rd june 2007

today went to meet zhenjun at cck interchange then took 188 to vivo.. then later walked ard vivo.. we went to toy r us.. then we saw rubiks cubes.. lots of them.. lols..

hmm.. then after that, we went to slack.. but then the weather sucks.. so damn hot.. so we decided to go and have a walk in vivo..

after that, zhenjun say acc him go toy r us to buy the rubiks revolution.. lols! damn funny seh.. the cube cannot turn de! lols.. but then there are 6 games to play.. lol

anyway, after that, took 188 home.. after that chatted with jen online.. while chattin i did drink a little.. lol.. a little nia.. then after that, called her to chat on the phone.. my dad came into my room sayin i was talkin too loud.. LOL.. i was aware.. he told me i was too drunk to even notice.. then we chatted till like 3.30am? lols.. then slp le..

24th june 2007

hmm.. dun really have any plans for today.. msged li yi mei for pool session.. lols.. but then she haven't reply.. sian.. later see how la.. lol

just had lunch.. sis bought KFC for me.. hahas.. thanks! feel so slpy now.. wanna slp.. and then i can be fat! lols.. hahs..

woke up at 4.45.. then day dreamed a while on bed b4 deciding to go bathe then go meet tai wee for pool at je enter.. then i meet him at je enter at 5.30.. played pool till 7.. then go had dinner at LJS..

after that, we had nth to do then go IMM walk walk.. then saw serene and her friends.. but then me and tai wee went to have desert at Kopitiam.. after that, we meet serene and her friends go walk walk..

after that, i took 188 go home le..

morning everyone.. sians.. both arms hurts a lot.. due to the push-ups i did few days ago.. lols.. but then i was bored.. so i decided to do some.. and yea.. now in pain.. lols..

last nite didn't really slp well.. i just have this weird feeling.. i suddenly dun feel like slpin.. i just lay on bed staring at the ceiling and i dun even know why.. just didn't felt like slpin.. but finally dozed off at 1.30am.. its like there's a lot of things runnin thru my mind. but seriously i can't figure wad i'm thinkin abt..

hope that doesn't happen too often.. hmm.. as for today's plans.. shld be going to vivo to play yoyo.. we changed spot alr.. hmm.. yea.. i think i shall end here le.. take care all.. bye

hi fellow readers.. hmm.. i changed my blog skin ytd.. kinda tired of the old one alr.. lols..

today didn't really go out la.. only at nite.. had dinner at pizza hut with my mum and dad.. then after that, went to play pool with jin yong.. so long nv play with her le..

then after the game, go home le lo.. hmm.. plans for tmr.. i confirm going out.. but see to where and with who.. might meet up classmates for role play.. if not, then i go vivo city to find yoyo friends.. oh ya! the usual place had change le.. now change to vivo intead of MW le..

hahas.. but both the places also have Candy Empire.. lol.. i also dun even know wad i mention that in my blog.. lol.. just say nia la.. lols.. suddenly i have this thinkin.. i wan to train my stamina.. dunno y.. i can't run short distance.. but i can run long distance de.. as in i can't run fast.. but i can continue to run for a long distance.. hmm.. might go joggin durin this holiday.. lol.. see how la.. lols

hmm.. i think thats right abt all.. i think i shall end this entry here.. take care all.. slp tight..

-Unfinished-

hey hey.. i'm back to update.. hmm.. today didn;t go out.. stayed at home whole day.. only went out to buy lunch.. then ard evenin went to lot 1 to buy something then went to buy dinner too.. then coem back home le.. hmm.. thanks jenni.. i know u got read my blog de.. lols.. hahas.. thank you..

today's the first day of holiday! lols.. so fast 2 months le.. lols.. and today its the SENTOSA TRIP.. lols.. went to sentosa with class.. lols..

i took bus 188 to habourfront.. then meet up with class.. then went to have breakfast at Banquet.. lols.. then after that, went to sentosa le.. meet up with day, jen and faulyne.. coz they reach there first..

then we played a lot of games.. then also got go into the sea to swim.. lols.. so fun! lols.. but then now kena a bit sun burn.. lols.. hmm.. but very very fun ar.. lols..

then after that, go bathe le then go Vivo to have dinner.. we had LJS.. then slack and talk a bit outside then take mrt go home le..

so tired.. but this is one day where i'll nv forget.. lols.. sian.. i'm havin the urge for another piercing.. i feel like piercing my nose.. the middle part there.. but then sure kena gan from parents de.. sian..

hmm.. see how la.. lols.. today was so fun.. lols.. esp when the other team need to draw the eyes brows part.. lols.. they look so funny! lols.. i think i shall end here le.. bye

-Pics will be uploaded with i received them-

holidays le! lols.. so fast.. thinkin back to the first day of sch is like as if 3 weeks ago or 1 month ago.. but then is actually 2 months le.. so fast..

hmm.. today had sch as usual.. expect all of us are not in a studyin mood.. coz its the last day of sch! lols.. hahahas.. then after sch went to westmall with cutie faulyne.. coz some days ago i upset her.. and i apologised.. but i just feel very very guilty.. and i think maybe i can make it up to her..

so i treated her a movie and her favourite, cheesecakes! lols.. we ate our lunch at BK.. then after that, we watched Fantanstic 4.. the show ar.. not bad lo.. lols.. quite funny also.. then after that show, we went to Coffee bean to have cheesecakes.. after that, i took bus home le.. while she took train home..

holiday le.. think going to work bahz.. not sure lei..

2 more days to holidays! lols..

hmms.. today got NAFA test.. lols.. i fail le.. coz i fail sit and reach and the SBJ.. sians.. but then my 2.4 i think i can say i did quite well ar..i dunno my timing.. but i got 11th out of 4 classes.. then i also didn't stop running at all..

lols.. its pretty easy.. its all in the mind.. ur body beggin for u to stop running and rest but tell ur mind not to.. determination is the key point..

hmm.. then after sch, went home bathe le then go meet faulyne and jen at far east coz they wan to do shoppin.. then i acc them lo.. lols.. quite fun ar.. lols.. then after shoppin we all went to lucky plaza de mac and slack for a while..

then after a while, went to heren walk walk.. then after that, take mrt go home le.. lols.. then bought mac for dinner..

woah! i feel good! i dunno why also.. lols.. and i wanna thank god.. for everything i have now.. my amazing lovely friends, parents that loves me, friends who loves me.. for who i am, i might not have a body like The Rock and i might not have a face like Brad Pitt, but i'm very happy for the way i am.. for wad i am, someone who is not handicapped.. thanks god! hmm.. might consider converting to christian then attend church.. just feel so appreciated to be living a life.. lols..

hmm.. nothing much to update.. today's the last week of sch b4 the sch holidays! lols.. look forward to the holidays.. lols..

hmm.. i changed my roleplay de team le.. coz prem is leavin our class for hospitality course..then he's in faulyne's team.. so he left le, i ask teacher as i could change team, she said ok then i change to their team le lo..

hmm.. nth much to update also lei.. think end here..

hey everbody!! *only hear crikets' sound

lol.. anyway.. today's friday!! lols.. tmr syyc le.. so fast:( lols.. anyway, just going to try my best la. lols..

and today went to Escape Theme Park with, kennisier, nicky and cutie faulyne.. lols.. they asked me to help them keep their stuff, eg;wallet, phones.. coz i'm wearin a cargo pants.. lols.. and it had like 7 pockets? lols..

we took a lot of pics and had A LOT of fun! lols.. first we played the Flipper.. lols.. then after that, we went to play Go Kart.. i kinda had a small langa at the slope there.. lols.. hurted my right shoulder:(

but nth can spoil my mood! lols.. then after that, we played The Inverter.. faulyne look like she's going to puke.. lols.. then after that, we also played The Pirate Ship! lols.. very fun.. then after The Pirate Ship ride, we went to play the Wet 'N' Wild.. got myself vrey wet loh.. lols.. but lucky our phones nv spoil.. lols.. then after that, we purchase some drinks to drink, while sittin at the benches to dry ourselves.. lols..

then after that, we went to play The Inverter again! lols.. then after that ride, we played the erm.. dunno called wad ar.. the superman de.. where u can lie down on the thingy and spin de.. lols..then we went to play the kid's de roller coaster! lols.. then we went to play The Flipper again too.. lols.. after that, we went to play Pirate Ship again too! lols.. but then nicky didn't join us.. we played it twice! lols..

after that, jenniser and faulyne aren't feelin very well.. then i wanted to play The Inverter again.. then i played by myself loh.. lols..

then after that, we all go change back to our uniforms then go BK to eat.. after that, took bus to interchange.. nicky took bus home while me, jen and lyne took the mrt home..

jen alighted at Tanjong Pagar.. then i alighted at JE mrt then go cck.. lyne took to lakside..

today had A LOT of fun! a lot wor! lols..

here are the pictures taken:

On the way there!


Taken by one of the workers there.. After the first ride!


Jen and faulyne:)


Jen;Me and Nicky.. waitinf in the Q for Go Kart!


Me,Nicky andn Faulyne.. Still waiting in the Q!


Take 2!


Me, Jen and Faulyne.. Ready to ride Pirate Ship!


All Aboard!


All wet! lols.. After the water de ride.. (dunno call wad)


Jen and Nicky.. 2nd ride (Flipper)


Me and Faulyne 2nd ride too(Flipper)


Us Q-ing for the kids Roller coaster!


Us in the Pirate Ship again!



Us again! take 2!

today is a new month le.. so fast sia!! sian.. growin old.. LOL

anyway, today there's CA for OFA.. is was ok la.. lol.. dun wan to think abt it.. lol.. and hor today we get back our AFD CA results.. i got 88.. not happy with it leh.. but i've made a deal with jenni and faulyne, and the deal is that who lose will need to get the opposite gender de hp no.. and of coz the winner gets to choose who's the person that will be asked for his/her number de..

and i WON!.. haha.. think i give the easy easy one la.. lols.. then after sch, me, jq, ks, yq take MRT to habourfront.. then we go buy tickets for the movie, 'shrek3.' after that, we all meet sabrina, yt and faulyne.. then all go eat lunch..

then after that, we have nth to do.. then we went to the roof where there got some kind of shallow de pool.. then we all took off shoes and socks and then went down to play.. lols.. here are some of the pics we took:


(Yong Qiu take for us de)


FISHERMEN!! (I censored my face coz my face too damn funny.. no, seriously funny)


our foot prints!:)


our legs


lols.. then after that, we waited for our feet to be dried then went for the movie..

the show ar.. ok loh.. very funny and nice.. storyline not bad.. humour, 9/10? cool.. very funny.. then after the movie, we went to the toilet.. then faulyne need to rush home for somethings, so she left us..

then the rest go home le.. i go meet my yoyo friends.. as usual loh.. slack then go home le.. today is certainly a fun day worx.. thank god for everything.. for my good friends, for everything.