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Thursday, November 30, 2006
today meet my gf at her house downstairs.. then went to sch together.. chatted in canteen till 8 then go attend lessons.. then today go attend the dunno wad debate thing..

then after that, go ivan house play ps2.. then after that, meet christopher at je enter.. then went to lot 1 to meet wei ming.. but then he also sittin same MRT with us.. then no need to wait for him le loh..

then after that, went to JP with chris.. then bought something i wanted.. then go home le loh.. today very tiring day, dunno y.. think last nite didn't slp well bahz.. last nite need 1 hr then finally fall asleep.. =.=

hmm.. i think i wanna change.. i wanna change to a better person.. i will TRY to control my temper, will treat my friends better, remove my lip piercing, study harder and stop sayin vulgarites.. i just think i shld turn over a new leaf..

hmm.. i think i shall end here..

attempted suicide at 8:24:00 PM

Monday, November 27, 2006
26th Nov 2006

ytd woke up at 10 then go do house work with family.. then after that go meet my baobei and jia jie at IMM.. then we all go eat lunch at Kopitiam.. then after eating, we go walk walk at IMM..

then we go meet jian yong.. he cut his hair le.. haha.. not bad.. then we walk walk at IMM for a while.. then we all walk to JE enter.. then we go watch ppl play ice hockey.. quite funny the way they play.. lol

then after watchin we all go eat dinner at Zingdo.. but then me and myh baobei didn't eat.. coz we both dun feel like eating.. then after eatin le, we all go home le.. i sent my baobei home.. Baobei arh, i just wan to make sure u get home safely ar.. lol.. then that's y i sent u home.. then i go back to JE enter and meet ivan for pool..

then after pool, we go eat at kfc.. then after eating, we walk to bus stop to take 188.. ivan pei me wait for bus.. then i took 188 home le.. today is 1 week le.. lol.. haha.. i think i shall end here le..

27th Nov 2006

Today normal sch day.. but quite happenin ar.. lol.. as usual, meet my gf at her house downstairs then went to sch together.. then chatted till 8 then go attend lessons.. then after that, at abt lunch time, it all started.. the madness..

hmm.. sort of a long story.. but i'm kinda lazy to type out.. lol.. hmm.. then today 1st time see eileen jie so angry.. then see ks cry.. very happenind ar today.. hmm.. but anyway, i hope everything will be settled..

anyway.. exams comin le.. 1 more week.. very scared.. haiz.. and also no mood to study.. i just wanna be with my baobei now.. seeing her just makes me very happy.. haha.. but anyway, i think i later going to study bahz.. for a while only.. hmm. i think i shall end here le.. Bye

attempted suicide at 10:28:00 AM

Saturday, November 25, 2006
24th Nov 2006

ytd normal day loh.. didn't pei gf go to sch coz she meetin her friends.. then in the mornin so suay.. kena caught by DM for havin my lip stud on.. sian.. then he confiscated my lip stud and ez-link.. then after sch i got them back from my form advisor..

then today 11+ started to rain.. then fetch my gf home.. then i took 985 back home then bathe then go back to her house there meet jia jie and christopher.. but then i was very late.. sorry horx.. lol..

then we all went to town.. then ate ljs.. then after that, we go walk walk loh.. then at nite ate wonton mee for dinner.. then go home le.. then we went to caltex to chat for a while.. then after that, sent my gf and jia jie home le..

me and christopher walked to westmall there and then took bus home.. then i reach home, bathe le then go slp le.. too tired to online.. haha.. ytd finally hold hands.. haha.. XD.. Love ya.. lol..

25th Nov 2006

today woke up at 9+.. then sms chris wan to go anywhere ma, he say no.. then i today mayb going to find my friends at suntec.. miss them so much.. quite some time didn't see them le.. lol.. hmm.. so sian.. then now just reach home.. just now didn't go suntec.. went to ulu pandan cc.. then hakim ask wan to perform on stage or not, i say ok.. was quite nervous.. lol.. then after performance.. went home le.. sian.. tmr need to clean house.. haiz.. the tot of it makes me very sian.. i think i shall end here le..

attempted suicide at 11:02:00 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006
today woke up at 5.45.. then meet my jiajia at her house downstairs and went to sch together.. then chatted in canteen till 8 then after that go attend lessons.. haha.. some ppl read till sian le ar? lol.. haha.. but correct ma.. everyday say thing ma.. lol.. haha.. ok, i continue.. then attended lessons.. then sch ended at 12.. then discuss my cdp de project with boon siong.. thank you boon siong hor.. lol.. u helped us a lot.. lol.. hmm.. then finish discussin le, called alanna to meet me and ivan at canteen.. then pasted alanna those papers ask her to type out then print.. then after that, me and nana jiejie and boon sigon went to lot to have lunch.. then eat ljs.. russell didi claim he saw me, but i didn't see him leh.. lol.. then after that, we go walk walk at lot 1.. then boon siong go cut hair.. but like no difference leh.. haha.. but before that, we all nth to do, then i entertain them.. lol.. haha.. i go sit on the children de big big toy.. those u insert coin then will have music then will move de.. lol.. i go sit.. then nana jiejie go insert coin.. then it move! lol.. then i act act loh.. act like children.. lol.. heng they didn't record down.. lol.. haha.. then i pei boon siong wait for bus then took 985 with him.. but i alight 1st.. then i go home bathe le, watch tv.. i think i shall end here le.. Bye

attempted suicide at 8:49:00 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006
today woke up at 5.45 then go bathe then meet my jiajia at her house downstairs.. then went to sch together.. then chatted in canteen till 8 then go attend lessons.. then today after sch, waited for my gf to finish her sbm project with her friends.. then send her home le, then i go home loh.. reach home, bathed then watch tv.. then at nite online loh.. lol.. and hor.. need to thank my jiajia AKA my little angel AKA xiao ke ai.. hahas.. lol.. XD.. she help me with the blog skin thing.. lol.. thank you worx! lol.. hmm.. dunno wad to write liao leh.. lol.. hmm.. i think i shall end here le.. bye..

attempted suicide at 9:47:00 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Today normal day.. woke up at 5.45 then bathe then took bus and meet my little angel.. lol.. then went to sch together.. then chatted till 8 then attended lessons.. then today sch ended at 4.. then go home bathe then slp.. slp till 7 then wake up eat dinner.. then online loh.. haha.. today de entry a bit short ar.. lol..

Bye

attempted suicide at 8:41:00 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006
haiz.. time is really runnin fast.. sian.. going to 1 more year le.. sian sian sian.. hmm but anyway nth i can do about it.. but i can do things i wan in this short period of time.. so i suppost i've got to do them fast.. before its too late.. so anyway, today went to play pool with dad at lot 1.. then come back home online.. then watch tv.. then now online again.. hmm.. dun really have anything to blog today.. hmm.. well.. this is the neo print we took ytd.. lol.. look kinda funny.. but i like ar.. lol.. haha.. think shall end here for today..

attempted suicide at 9:00:00 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006
ytd went to sch as per normal.. meet jia jia at her house downstairs.. then went to sch together.. then chatted in canteen till 8 then go attend lessons le.. then at 10.30 got talk at LT.. then attend le, went to attend Access test.. very hard.. lol.. then attended badminton.. then go home le.. then at nite meet ivan and yan qin play pool at je.. then at pool there, know some friends from yan qin.. 1 of the guys i just know, is also same sch with me de.. then after pool, went to KFC and eat.. then after eatin, we chat for a while, then go home le.. then mum said she hungry, then i bought for her 2 cheese burgers for each my mum and dad to eat.. then reach home at 12.30.. then bathe then go slp le..

18th Nov 2006

today very sian.. woke up at 11.. then go use computer.. mum not feelin well.. she vomited in the morning.. then she said she vomit de is ytd the cheese burger.. haiz.. then now gettin better le.. she got visit the doctor today.. then doctor gave her injection.. then today also quarrel with dad.. but ok le.. then today went to meet jia xin, corina and camilia at bishan.. so long didn't see them le.. lol.. see? i got write your names hor.. lol.. haha.. then pei them eat KFC.. then after kfc.. walk walk for a while at J8.. then after that, i went to orchand to meet jia jia, jia jie and jian yong.. then meet them le, walk walk for a while, then go to have our dinner at Pepper Lunch.. then after that, walk walk loh.. then wen to heren to take neo print.. lol.. 2nd time take.. then the jia jie and jian yong hor.. haiz.. lol.. no la.. jkjk.. lol.. then after that, we went to cineleisure to walk walk.. then after that, then go home le, took bus 174.. then send jia jia home.. while jian yong and jia jie went to JP to watch movie.. then i reach home le, bathe then online loh..

attempted suicide at 10:50:00 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006
today normal day loh.. meet jia jia at her house downstairs.. then went to sch together.. then chatted till 8 then attended lessons.. then today got the OFP re-test.. this time i dun think i can even pass.. lol.. then today sch ended at 11.. lol.. too early.. lol.. then pei ivan wait for bus.. then come back to sch .. then wait for chris to come.. then he ask me to go meet him at bus stop.. then go back to bus stop to meet him.. =.= lol.. then go to sch together.. then chatted for a while with jia jia at canteen.. then they need to go le, then i go home le.. once again, walk to the bus stop =.= then reach home le, bathe then slp.. then woke up at 7.. then mum say buy mac for dinner.. coz they eatin steam boat.. but then i not hungry.. then i didn't go down and buy.. lol.. i wan some1 to feed me.. lol.. haha.. feed me then i will eat.. lol.. ahaha.. think i shall end here le

attempted suicide at 9:13:00 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006
ytd met jia jia at her house downstairs.. then ytd is jia jia de class for bazar day.. she and her team mates sell cookies.. bought from her some.. the cookies very nice worx.. lol.. haha.. hmm.. then after that, also got buy elaine de mashed potato.. but then i dun feel like eatin.. then treat zhong yi eat the mashed potato.. lol.. then also got buy yong sheng de tian ping.. lol.. cannot finish the whole thing.. so shared with ivan some of it.. lol.. ytd eat a lot.. lol.. then went to clementi for lunch.. eileen they all wan to eat Mac.. but then ivan say he dun wan to eat Mac.. then i pei him go coffee shop there eat.. then sch ended at 4.. then go home, bathe then online.. then at nite meet ivan for pool.. then played pool with him.. after that, he say he wan to eat long john.. then i go pei him eat.. then pei him walk to his house there.. then i take bus 188 go home..

15th Nov 2006

Today morning didn't meet jia jia.. coz her lesson starts at 9.. i think she got no CARE lesson bahz.. then i go sch loh.. reach sch le, was very tired.. then ownself go class, on fan then slpt on the table.. then miss lim didn't come to sch today.. then dun have her lessons loh.. then today sch ended at 3.. then go home, bathed then go slp le.. wad awaken by ivan's call.. he called me to confirm with me whether tonite wan to play pool or not.. i say no.. coz later going to study for tmr de OFP test.. yea.. i think i shall end here le

bye

attempted suicide at 8:33:00 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006
Today is bazar day.. then woke up at 6.30 then go meet eileen.. then we go to sch takin taxi loh.. coz got a lot of things to carry.. lol.. then today the bazar day ok loh.. guess how much each person in our team made? lol.. 70 cents!! LMAO!! haha.. at least didn't lose money ar.. lol.. haha.. yea.. then today go home at 4.. then reach home le, bathe then go slp le.. woke up at 7.15.. but dun wanna get up from bed.. then lay on bed listenin to hp songs.. then abt 7.45 then decide to move.. lol.. then online chat with jia jia and friends.. i think i shall end here le..

Bye

attempted suicide at 9:09:00 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006
ytd woke up at ard 10+.. then eat breakfast then online chattin.. then slpt in the afternoon for a while.. then meet jia jia, jia jie and jasline at westmall, near the library there.. then we sat down and chat for a while.. then we all go down walk walk loh.. then met jian yong liao, we go eat at kfc.. lol.. then after kfc, we go book tickets.. then after that, we walk walk chat chat loh.. coz the movie starts at 9.30pm.. then still early ma.. then we go watch movie le.. we watch "Colic".. the show not bad ar.. at least better then DOA.. lol.. haha.. then we go home le loh.. the 2 other bois went home while i send jia jia, jia jie and jasline home loh.. then after sendin them home, i walked to nature park to sit 985W.. then while waiting for bus, this old woman suddenly tok to me.. scare me like hell.. lol.. plus she some more tok very loud.. lol.. then reach home bathe then go slp le.. i think i shall end here le

Bye

Then today, 12th Nov 2006.. later going to meet alanna at cck.. coz she dunno how to go to ten mile there.. lol.. then we going there to buy the things for tmr de Bazar Day.. lol.. then ivan,ks and shirley cannot come leh.. then only left me alanna and eileen jie jie.. sian.. lol.. then after that, going to meet zy for pool at je.. but then in the end didn't go play pool.. sorry ar bro.. pai seh.. next time will play with u de.. then today went to meet alanna at cck.. then went to bukit panjang to meet eileen.. then shop for the items for tmr de bazar day.. then after shoppin, it started to rain very heavily.. then we got a bit wet.. then went to eileen house for a while, coz cannot go home.. rainin very heavily.. then jia jie sms me wan to watch movie ma? then i say ok.. then the rain become smaller le, i go home le.. then go home bathe again then go take bus 172.. then so qiao saw jia jia.. hmm.. not really ar.. is she see me in bus.. then we go to JP find jia jie and jy.. then went for dinner.. but i didn't eat.. dun feel like eatin.. then they eat loh.. then went for movie.. we watch Step Up.. then show not bad ar.. lol.. then after the movie, send jia jia home loh.. then go home online then chat with christopher on phone.. then chat will 1am then go slp le..

bye

attempted suicide at 12:22:00 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006
ytd normal day.. woke up at 5.45 then bathe then took bus to meet jia jia at her house downstairs.. then went to sch together.. then chatted at canteen till at abt 8.. then went for lessons le.. then after sch, went for cca in sch.. until at abt 3+ then me and ivan decided wan to go home le.. then took bus go home.. but then overslpt.. then from interchange sit bus to go home.. then reach home le, bathe then go meet jun jie at lot 1 de kfc.. coz he say he miss the chicken there.. lol.. then accompany him eat.. i didn't eat.. then after that, went to suntec and meet up with the rest of the group.. then slack at family link until at abt 10+ then decided to go home le.. then reach home at abt 12.. then bathe then go to slp le.. very tired..

Bye

attempted suicide at 10:35:00 AM

Thursday, November 09, 2006
today normal day.. woke up at 5.45, bathe then took bus to met jia jia.. then went to sch together.. chatted at canteen till 8am then go attend lessons le.. then ard 10 got talk.. attended the talk le, then went for lunch.. after lunch, went home to bathe the meet ivan and wei ming for pool at je enter.. then after pool, went to ljs to eat.. they eat only, i did't eat.. coz going to dinner time le.. then went to arcade with them.. then meet family for dinner.. haiz.. argued with parents abt some matters.. but settle le ar.. but then still fellin sian.. anyway.. i think i shall end here le

Bye

attempted suicide at 8:21:00 PM

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