i really wish i can disappear now.. nv coming back

today reached sch at 9 plus.. then ownself waited in canteen until 10 then go ll2 for bcm lesson.. after that me and jin qiang went for cross country..

wa lao eh.. they call us to meet at 12 at admin office.. then in the end at the jurong lake park there waited till 3.11 like this then start the cross country.. wait damn long lar

then jogged thur out the whole cross country.. nv stop at all.. a lot of times wan to stop sia.. but told myself cannot.. in the end i got 49th for "A" division.. "A" division means the 89 and elder de.. i think.. lols.. jin qiang got 45th.. they say top 50 will be qualifed for the cross country.. the real de.. then i not sure wanna join or not..

hmm.. then now legs very suan.. got blisters on both my feet de bottom.. pain! sians.. cannot shuffle.. lols! then tmr presentation.. sian.. think end here for today

Letters to u by Finch

cant u see that i wanna be there with open arms?
its empty tonite and i'm all alone get me thru this one
do u notice i'm gone?
where did u run to so far away

i wan u to know that i miss u, i miss u so
i wan u to know that i miss u, i miss u so

i'm writing again these letters to u
not much i know
but i'm not slping and ure not here
this stops my heart
do u notice i'm gone?
where did u run to so far away

i wan u to know that i miss u, i miss u so (x4)


i wan u to know that i miss u, i miss u so(x4)

i'm gone away (x2)

25th feb

sch as per normal today.. zzz! sian.. then after sch go find chris, wallace and gena.. long-john-ed with them then pei chris go top up his ezlink then wallace go gena house.. i meant they both.. gena changed and brought her jacket for me coz we all intend to go arcade..

we reached some arcade at Tamah Jurong.. then i played metal slug X while they played the drum thingy in the arcade de.. dunno wads that call.. =X lols

then i decided to learn it lo.. the drum thing i meant.. they said i learn fast wor =P!
by the fifth game i got a "B".. although its at beginner level but i feel good.. wahahas.. decided to add this to my hobbies.. =X wahahas.. kinda ex though..

then after that i go home le.. do project.. and dl games for my sis de NDS.. tony hawk downhill jam i think and the other one is tony hawk american sk8land.. i cant find metal slug =(

suddenly like got quite a few friends de r/s like not good.. hmm.. wish them all the best and u have my support!

dont know wad i am doing.. dont know whether its right or not.. dont know will it turn out to be good? dont know anything.. sometimes i wish i can predict things..

think today post till here..

22nd feb


sch as usual.. zzz.. after sch went home.. xl asked me if wanna go dance with them or not but declined coz tired..


went home nap then woke up bathe then go meet jen eat roti prata.. coz i hungry like shit.. then after a while xl came to meet us le..


then we all study till 815 then go popular coz i wan to buy then.. then after buying jen went off first.. then me and xl took 172.. she alighted first then go home le.. i went home lo


used comp, chatted, rewarded myself with 2 cans of beer.. mood wasnt really good at that time.. but felt much better talkin to zi xin.. thank you wor..


then ard 1plus vannasa called me to chat.. chatted till 2 plus think.. then go slp le..


23rd feb

was woken up by chris.. chatted with him for 1 hr like this then went back to slp..


woke up le ate chicken rice then go to suntec to meet up with yoyo ppl.. usual stuff.. but only today got media came down to film some of us playing.. not sure got film dao me or not lei.. lols.. nvm


then had dinner at mac lo.. after that went to play more yoyo.. then after that go home le lo..


tmr think most likely will play pool with dad then go eat dinner then go home study bahz.. exams coming in 2 weeks! jia you everyone! good luck with ur exams.. and oh yea.. 2 weeks from now also got something important.. WCC! need to practice man.. i wish to get top 3 lei.. lols.. think end this post here le..

hmm.. just woke up not long ago.. nth to do then update blog lo

17 feb

woke up everything normal lo.. went to find bs they all.. today got meet coz bs going into army le.. met them at new york new york.. got jh, cor, cam, bs and ts.. then after eatin went to play pool.. happened to see Evania.. so qiao wor

then after pool went to play bowling with them.. then go had dinner le.. at food republic.. then after that walk for a while then took Eugene de car to lot1.. damn windy lo.. coz nv close windows.. very very windy.. lols.. then pei ts take 190 then i alight at my stop then go home le..

18 feb

sch as per normal.. tiring lar.. nth much today.. everything normal bahz.. lols

19 feb

sch as per normal.. sianzz.. then today no SW.. went to do project till 4+ then went to Je enter with xl and jen to eat cheese hotdog.. then go home le.. reached home use come watch tv, yoyo-ed lo.. msg eileen if she is ok or not she said need some company.. then say she wan to play pool.. then msg shyane to come also..

met eileen at cck control station then went to JE.. went t JE de popular.. bought some ink refill thing for dad.. eileen bought her stuff lo..

met shayne le then went to kfc to eat.. i ate shrooms burger meal.. damn full =.= coz at home alr eat a whole slice of pizza.. as in those pizza u can buy from NTUC de.. then put in oven to cook de.. hahas.. then after eatin went to play pool.. not bad de today.. hahas..

after that then go home le.. then reach home didnt feel like slping then maintain some of my Duncan yoyo bearings.. washed them le lo.. then after that go slp le..

-facade? got the feelin so much is being hidden.. wad are u trying to do? hmmmmm-

hmmmmmm..

chingay offical day.. ytd de performance quite ok lar.. got mess up but then like too many ppl also performing think no one see dao bahz.. =X lols..



hm.. ytd performance and all until 1 am then reach home.. tired like fuck lar.. and i got my 2nd labret piercing! a right one on the lower lip.. lip still kinda swallon.. got it done ard vday.. worst part that there is blood on my pillow.. really cannot drink alcohol then pierce.. really bleed a lot sia..



hmm.. think for today.. later meet day give her tickets then go perform lo.. today try dun mess up.. think quite easy bahz.. coz dun think is following music today de.. own style today..



things could have been much more worst.. mayb its a blessing in disguise..
hmmm.. ...

12th feb 2008

today sch was normal.. played bball lo for SW.. really very long nv play bball le.. played with classmates.. very fun lei..

after that, changed to chingay de t-shirt then went to vivo to buy some stuff then i go back home put my bag then took 985 to kallang to find the rest of the group for chingay training.. not bad wor.. they provide KFC for us this time for dinner..

then practice practice practice lo.. damn tiring.. the chingay ended at ard 10+ then took bus 67 with hans to go home.. chatted with zi xin all the way back to home via sms..

reached home at 12+ then went to shower then continue chattin with her till 2am then jiu go slp le

13th feb 2008

today sch as normal but very tiring coz not enuff slp..

really nice chattin with u wor.. lols.. great to know u too.. whahas (:

hmm.. after sch went to lot 1 with eileen to buy somthings.. after that i bought 2 chicken pies then go home le.. ate one only then bathe.. watched tv and then used computer for a while then buay tahan went to have a nap lo

woke up by dayna de phone call.. she called abt project thingy.. then went back to slp.. then chris called.. chatted with him for a while..

after that went down to buy waffle for ma to eat then come back blog lo..

sian lei.. so stress now.. haiz.. a lot of things to do.. projects la, exams coming le la, interact stuff, wad need to update CCA points things.. sian..

back! suddenly got mood to blog le lei.. lols.. hmm.. just uploaded my duncan party freestyle at youtube.. heres the link.. http://youtube.com/watch?v=FSUk0gfloSI
watched le must post comment ar!! lols.. if youtube cannot post then post in tagboard!! lols..

hmm.. recently just had CNY.. not bad ar.. quite ok.. hmm.. as for sch also not bad ar.. today know the overall marks for BCM.. 82.2 hmm.. need to study for the oncoming exam le wor.. so sian.. and for projects can say ok lar.. hmm.. yea

hmm.. its one of those feelin again.. Vday is coming.. cant help but feel moody.. well to me its something special.. and i dun wanna spent it alone.. been spenting it alone for like.. 18 years? lols.. nv had a date on that day.. even worst.. recalled back last year one.. haiz..

hmm.. well.. always look on the bright side of life.. at least got a loving family.. hmm.. yea.. so sian.. feel like as i am growing old.. time really flies and i dun wanna grow old.. but well, thats life.. so face it..

hmm.. on Vday think going to find Bai they all.. coz his b'day.. lols.. hmm.. happy b'day in advanced! hmm.. dun think have anything else to update abt le.. oh wait.. WCC is coming le!! lols.. march 9th.. 1 more month away. need to practice.. i aiming for 1st place wor..

hmm.. think i shall end here le.. nth much to update also.. lols.. tata =)