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Friday, March 30, 2007
today went out with chris.. then later in the afternoon went to tang distany..

took a lot of pics.. but then lazy to upload.. lol.. the place there very run down.. kena bite by mosquitoes a lot of times.. sian.. lol.. but then v long didn't go these kind of places le..

then after that, i take 178 go boon lay interchange then take 172 go home le..

didn't really slp well last nite.. keep thinkin of her.. she is always on my mind.. i really love her..

attempted suicide at 6:19:00 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007
today went to orchard to meet up with zhong yi, ke xin and xiao wei.. i meet them coz zhong yi wanna pass me the tickets..

then meet them at taka de mac.. then after that, follow them go shopping..

after that, went to play pool.. then went to boon lay interchange to have dinner.. then after that all go home le..

attempted suicide at 11:39:00 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007
27th march 2007

today went back to twss to have a 4H gathering.. then ate pizza and kfc..

after that, meet jiajia,jiajie and chris at amk hub.. then after that, we took bus to mustafa.. then go there walk walk loh..

after that, we took 66 to newton market.. we had dinner at there.. drank more usual.. then took 66 with them.. but then i leave 1st coz i very damn urgent.. lol.. need toilet.. then i say byebye to them and i leave 1st loh..

then took 985 go home le..

28th march 2007

today stayed at home do nth loh.. went to nap at 4.. then was awoken by jin yong de msg.. she asked if wan to go to lot 1 to play pool..

then met her at lot 1 mac.. she ar.. her aiming not bad ar.. lol.. not bad player.. lol..

then after that went to had dinner at lot 1.. then go home le..

attempted suicide at 12:14:00 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007
today went back to clementi ite to pay sch fees.. then at 1st meet salina mei mei and qing wen.. then all go eat lunch 1st..

then all go to sch.. after that, i went home.. while, salina mei and qing wen went out together..

then i reach home use computer then watch young and dangerous..

Its those stupid little lies u tell me that really pisses me off.. u think i'm a 3 y/o child? Please stop lying le la ok? Please..
(u shld know who i am tokin abt..) I'm sorry that i need to say this.. its just that i have kept quiet for too long le.. i had enough le..

attempted suicide at 8:35:00 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007
today morning was awaken by chris de call.. then after a while go back slp..

then go cut hair.. lol.. i cut GI worx.. lol.. now look like monk nia..

lol.. then went to had lunch at je de sakura.. then after that went to play pool with dad..

haha.. i really improved.. 13-2.. lol

hmm.. then after that, go home nap.. then woke up use computer then ate dinner..

so sian.. nth to do now..

attempted suicide at 12:53:00 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007
22nd march 2007

today went to jiahui jie de house.. she cooked maggee mee for me too eat.. thanks you jiahui jiejie..

then at her house watch Superman Returns.. but then too boring.. then we watch Forced Nightmare.. then after that, we also watch I,robot..

then i slack until at nite i go take mrt home le..

23rd march 2007

today went to play pool with jian hao and kevin.. then after pool, jian hao went home.. me and kevin went to wm to slack..

then slack until 10+ we decided to go home le..

changed my blogskin le.. i still love her very much.. i really wan her back.. but feels like its so much harder than last time..

attempted suicide at 11:38:00 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007
today went to cwp to watch movie with jiahui jie.. we watch The Messenger..

then show ar.. not bad loh.. sound effect good.. lol.. XD.. for a ratin, i'll give 7.5/10 bahz..

then after the show, we both went to pick up angeline from the child care center.. then go to angeline de house..

then wacth tv, play with angeline loh.. after a while, me and jiahui jie went to eat at mac.. then go home le loh.. jiahui jie walk home then i take mrt home loh..

attempted suicide at 9:54:00 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007
today i woke up and cleaned my room..

today went to vivo with tai wee. .actually is going to watch movie with jiahui jie jie de.. but then she can't..

then went to vivo to walk walk with tai wee.. then after that go home le.. vivo is very big loh.. but then 1 kfc also dun have.. LOL.. we go to the outside there to see see.. the scene quite nice ar.. lol..

then go home le.. i took 188 bus go home..

so sad.. i realised some of my friends are not good de.. some are selfish.. then some is outside look nice.. but then inside not good de.. haiz.. guess this is reality bahz.. face it..

attempted suicide at 11:29:00 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007
15 th march 2007

today went to watch movie with jiahui jie and shi yuan at cwp again.. lol.. this time we watch The Haunted School.. its quite nice ar.. lol.. definitly better then ytd de show.. lol..

then jiahui jie very funny loh.. lol.. everytime got the scary part come out, she sure will jump with surprise de.. lol..

then after movie, i went to lot 1 to meet up with tai wee for pool.. then after pool, me and tai wee went to je to meet up with yan qin for pool again.. lol..

then ivan also come.. but then he didn't play.. then after that, we went to somewhere to sit and chat loh.. then go home le..

then quite lucky for me.. i nearly got knock down by a car.. heng loh..

16th march 2007

today went to watch movie AGAIN.. lol.. continusly 3 days watch movie.. yea.. and guess who i watch with? lol.. jiahui jie loh.. but then this time shi yuan didn't join us.. this time is shirely watch with us.. we watch primeval.. the show not bad ar.. lol.. can also say better then the cyborg crap.. lol..

then after the show, i pei jiahui jie take bus to bukit panjang.. she go meet up with edwin.. then i take 190 home.. sian.. now a bit tired.. wanna slp.. scare at nite cannot slp nia.. lol..

attempted suicide at 6:06:00 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007
14th march 2007

i quit my job le.. i decided to rest till sch re-open.. then today went to meet jiahui jie and shi yuan..

then go bishan watch movie.. we all watch cyborg.. the show really kns loh.. i give -1/10 as a rating loh.. completely dun get it.. stupid show.. waste my money nia.. kns.. lol

then after movie, i go meet chris and bai to buy my new mp3.. then jiahui jie and shi yuan went to wood lands dunno do wad..

then i bought a new mp3 le.. lol.. 8GB de.. i bought ZEN V PLUS.. then after that go home le loh..

15th march 2007

later going to meet jiahui jie and shi yuan to watch movie again.. lol.. going to watch the haunted sch.. lol.. hope is better then yesturday de show.. lol..

attempted suicide at 10:27:00 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007
today didn't go to work.. lazy.. LOL.. need fresh air.. lol

then today went to eat lunch le then go meet jiahui jie.. i ps bs they all.. =x lol

then meet her at cwp then go to her cousin de house.. go there sit sit chat chat watch tv play with her 4 y/o cousin.. then jiahui went to cut hair.. like the same de leh.. lol.. only now thinner.. lol

then later she pei me go back to woodlands interchange then i go meet my family for dinner.. we ate dinner at outback steakhouse at millenia walk.. very very full loh.. lol.. but then food there only ok ok.. no that nice and also that bad.. lol

hmm.. think tmr workin le bahz.. lol.. but then also lazy.. but then at home also nth to do then go work loh.. still got 1 more month then sch start.. lol.. quite excited ar.. can go back see my friends.. lol.. then my dearest gan mei is in the same course as me.. lol..

attempted suicide at 10:22:00 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007
10th march

today went to teck soon de house.. coz his baby 1 month le.. meet bs at his house.. then go there sit sit eat eat tok tok loh.. lol.. then went to cine to meet up with hao wei, cam and cor..

then went to maridian to play pool.. yay.. i won quite a lot of times.. lol.. really improved le.. lol.. then jian hao come and find us loh.. then got play with him also.. fianlly managed to win him le.. lol.. last time always lose to him de.. lol..

then had dinner at ljs then go home le..

11th march

today is my b'day! lol.. i'm finally 18.. can buy beer le.. lol.. XD

then today meet chris at je at 11.. then ate breakfast at ljs.. -.- last nite dinner also ljs.. lol..

then went to play pool for a while only.. then go meet jia jie.. zijia cannot come.. she got something on.. :( kinda sad ar.. but then a while ok le.. then take bus 77 to town.. then pei them go eat subway.. then after eatin, we all eat kfc loh.. then i bought zijia a white colour de hairband for her.. coz last 2 days ago, saw her wearin.. then didn't know its jia jie de..

we went to take neoprint at heren.. very funny loh.. lol.. then went to ps to walk walk.. i saw creative de mp4 like v nice leh.. 2GB only 179.. i tot mayb wanna buy.. then after that, went to newton market there to eat.. and drank some tiger.. lol.. XD

then go meet zijia for a while.. then chat chat at caltax for a while le, then gave her the hairband le, then go home le..

attempted suicide at 11:23:00 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007
9th march 2007



today went to work as per normal.. then at warehouse nothing to do le.. then albert ask me and jw go CDC work le.. then CDC there not so bad ar the place.. but only need to wear uniform.. sian



then after work.. meet jia, chris and jie at suntec.. then all went to eat dinner.. then saw suiyan.. so long nv see her le.. then took 77 to bukit batok..



we went to somewhere.. erm.. i also dunno where.. they give a surprise.. lol.. give me my birthday present.. lol.. i was to surprised.. i didn't know they today giving to me.. lol..



jia gave me a white jacket.. then jie and chris share present.. they gave me a wallet..





thank you guys.. lol.. very happy with the presents..


i asked her for a hug.. but rejected.. :( kinda stupid of me.. shld have hugged her w/o askin.. lol..

anyway, kinda happy with the things happenin recently..

attempted suicide at 11:18:00 AM

Thursday, March 08, 2007
yo every1! lol.. feelin kinda good mood now.. dunno y.. perhaps not yet at nite bahz.. now only evening.. lol

1stly i wan to thank jiahui jiejie.. thank you worx.. chattin with u made me feel so much better.. lols.. thanks ar.. pai seh ar.. chat with u until 2am so late.. lol

hmm.. today work ok loh.. lol.. dunno wad to say le..

*working on my goal..

attempted suicide at 6:46:00 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007
still feelin kinda down.. dunno how to express myself now.. feelin very lost now..

attempted suicide at 9:43:00 PM

still feelin kinda down.. dunno how to express myself now.. feelin very lost now..

attempted suicide at 9:43:00 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007
feelin kinda moody now.. haiz.. wan to drink.. except no1 pei me.. sian.. nvm la.. ownself drink can also wash away my sorrowness..

i know i know, i must be strong.. but i just need some assistance.. beer would help me a lot..

attempted suicide at 9:28:00 PM

Monday, March 05, 2007
ytd nite didn't slp well.. toss and turn.. fianlly fall asleep at 3am in the morning.. lol.. only slpt for 3 hours then go for work le..

last nite is a very sad nite..

i find her behavin weirdly.. then i ask her if she got anything she wan to tell me but then didn't dare or wad.. she said that her feelin for me has fade away..

really sad man.. but, the truth always hurts.. well.. now planning to win back her heart.. slowly start from scratch.. restart.. my good friend; brother, cheered me up.. thanks bro..

well, yea.. now lookin on the bright side.. i mean like she could have just ignore me le.. dun reply my msg le.. but then she replied.. so mayb i shld appreciate bahz..

really love her very much.. hope i 1 day can get her back..

attempted suicide at 10:35:00 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007
hmm.. today didn't work.. too tired.. then tell boss i got headache.. lol

then today didn't go out.. woke up buy lunch then use computer.. then go slp in teh afternoon.. then chat on phone with chris..

then go buy mac for dinner then use comptuer again.. lol.. that's it for today.. dun really know wad to write le..
waiting waiting...

attempted suicide at 12:19:00 AM

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