today is 28th feb.. so fast going to march le..

bought a new phone last few days ago.. weee.. lols.. i bought K800i.. cybershot.. i trade in my 6230i.. i mis those messages in my old phone.. those i saved i mean.. hmm.. maybe its a sign to start everything anew bahz.. lol..

now feelin quite good mood ar.. only my eyes are very tired.. not enough slp.. later going to slp early.. last nite, she msg me, sayin that she's free to chat on phone.. i was very happy..

u see, i tot its all over.. i mean like she told me she need sometime off.. then i say ok.. then its like i tot she no feelin for me le.. then she sort of slowly releasin me.. not like tell me str8 she no feelin le..

but then she said she still have feelin for me.. only she can't continue is becoz she's not use to it.. then i tot she said that coz she dun wan to hurt me.. then i scare i ask her true de or not, then she will think y i dun blive her.. well, now i sort of blive she still have feelin for me..

i tot she won't call me de.. she said that she will call me when she's free.. then i tot she won't de.. but then she did.. really very happy..

well, hope 1 day i can get her back.. hope can hold her hand again, hope can call her baobei..

just found out that she delete our pic in her friendster.. and her blog de link thingy too.. both changed..

i just dun understand leh.. this kinda remind me of the past.. yea, of coz it hurts.. god damn it..

just feel very lost now.. dunno wad to do..

today went out with kevin to watch movie.. we watch ghost rider.. the show ar.. ok loh.. kinda lame..

feelin very sad now.. well, last week, she said give her 1 more week to think whther she wan to continue this relationship or not.. then today is the day then reaches 1 week le.. i asked.. and she said she can't continue.. coz she not use to it.. haiz.. think will wait for her bahz.. see how loh..

feelin very confused and lost now.. kinda upset..

17th feb 2007

today went for pool with tai wee at 2+ then after pool, went to my cousin de house downstairs to meet my family members then all went up le loh

ate renion dinner le then watch tv.. some ppl gamble while some watch tv loh.. then go home le..

18th feb 2007

Happy chinese new year! hmm.. later going to my other cousin de house then at ard evening go back to my ytd de cousin de house dunno do wad.. this year de new year like sucky leh..

15th feb 2007

today work as normal.. then after work, went to meet ivan for pool.. then after pool, went to have dinner at kfc.. then go home le..

16th feb 2007

today didn't go to work coz didn't felt like workin.. lol..

then went to meet nana jiejie and kevin at bugis then walk walk le till abt 4+ i went to mw to meet yoyo friends then as usual loh, slackin then go home le..

4 more days.. can't wait to hear the answer from her.. really love her very much.. but will she come back...? i also dunno.. only time can tell bahz.. waiting.. waiting..

yes.. its 14th feb.. v'day.. lonely v'day for me.. :(

hahas.. no la.. not reall that lonely for me ar..

then went to westmall to meety ivan , chris and bai.. then went to JE to ahve dinner.. then went ot drink.. lols.. Barcinia.. dunno how to spall la. lols.. lol.. wee~ feelin so shiook.. lols.,

then after that, took 188 home then go bayhe then use compeuter.. i now got 1 new de jie jie le.. jiahui jie.. lols.. XD.. grats worx jiahui jie.. for your relationsjhip.. lols.. wishj u good luck.. lol

think going to slp later.. tmr got work.. lols.. take caee every1.. loll.. happy v'ady !!

and i change my link ytd.. dunno y.. just feel liek changin it.. losl.. will chaneg back when i feel liekl.. lol..

last few days everything as per normal loh.. work..

i dunno wth is wrong with my mum.. bad mood only then scold me, wth.. bloody pissed now..

yay. tmr v'day.. think its going to be a lonely v'day for me again.. she actually forgot our date on v'day.. :(

and she wans to be home b4 9pm.. she wans to watch tv..

damn sian ar now.. troubled with this troubled with that.. sian la..

tmr workin half-day.. i even took half-day to prepare v'day.. but then not celebratin v'day le-.-
then after work, go clementi see shoes.. then after that, go to clementi ITE to visit friends.. then after that, mayb going to play pool.. then mayb go pass her something then go home le..

hope tmr is a better day..

9th Feb 2007

today went to work as usual.. then after work went to meet jiajia, chris and jia jie at chinatown..

then meet baohan.. then went to have dinner loh.. then after dinner le, took 970 to nature park then sent jia and jiajie home..

then walk to wm there de bus stop with chris, then took bus home le loh..

10th Feb 2007

today went to meet up with yoyo friends.. usual stuff loh. slackin n joking etc;

then go home le loh..

11th feb 2007

today appl for the higher nitec thing online.. then later going down to buy lunch to eat.. feel like going out.. sian

today didn't go to work.. didn't feel like workin.. LOL then told boss i sick ar.. not feelin well.. lols

woke up le then use computer.. then bathe le then went to lot1 to get lunch and cookies for jiahui and b'day present for tai wee.. after that, went home to eat and then wrap tai wee de present..

then after lunch went to clementi ITE to visit friends.. 1st met jiahui at canteen.. actually she dun wan to come down de.. she ask me to go up and find her.. lol.. but then i say i wan to meet in canteen.. then she come down loh.. lol.. thanks ar.. i lazy to go up.. lol.. then chat for abt 45 mins i pei jiahui walk back to her class..

then after that, i go find boon siong.. and passed him nana jiejie de x'mas present.. LOL.. now then give her present for x'mas.. so long le.. more the 1 month le.. lols

then after that, i went to lot 1 and meet up with taiwee then go and play pool.. after pool, went to sakura at JE there.. then have dinner with taiwee de friends; celebrating his b'day.. i ate quite a lot ar.. lol.. i ate; 4 plates of steak, 2 cups of soft drink, 2 small bowls of ice-cream, 2 egg sushi with some prawn fritters and some fried wanton.. very full loh.. lols

sian.. tmr got work.. tmr going to work.. lols.. think tmr get pay.. lols.. sat or sun maybe going to buy new clothes and shoes.. my shoes wear for 2 years le.. lols.. i think i shall end here le.. Bye

last few days work as usual.. didn't slp well last few nites.. can't really fall asleep.. even thou tired.. just so many things runnin thru my mind.. haiz.. so fast feb le.. sian.. going to cny le.. so fast..

feelin kinda weird now.. like v empty leh.. hmm.. dun really know wad to write liao..i think i shall end here le..

today woke up at 10 then do clean my room.. after cleanin le, went to buy lunch to eat..

then finish eatin, went to bathe then meet chris and jia jie at far east.. then they go eat lunch at ljs.. then go walk walk..

then went to meet jiajia after her work.. then went to bukit timah to eat dinner.. but then i dun feel like eatin.. then only eat carrot cake.. then me, jia jie and chris went to bukit batok nature park to walk walk.. jiajia went home..

then after walk walk, come home then bathe then online chattin loh..

today woke up at 6 then go bathe then dress up nicely coz today got the grad ceremony..

met elaine at bukit panjang de bus stop then go take 963 to dover ITE.. then after the ceremony, went to je to play pool with ah xiang.. i play de pool *FREE* de leh.. loser punch.. LOLS..

then after pool, went home loh.. then bathe then slp.. was awaken by ivan.. he called me to ask me abt something.. then was kinda moody.. haiz.. i really love her.. but then wad if she dun wan to continue?.. hmm.. mayb i am thinkin too much le bahz.. hmm.. walk 1 step see 1 step loh..

then actually tonite got go out eat dinner with step, wei ning and jun wei de.. but then step say she wan to go home.. then in the end cancelled le.. lol..